Tick Tick tick…

How much time do I have left? Do I just get ready and be good and forget all my hopes and dreams? I think a lot of people would be disappointed terribly. On the other hand does anyone even know me well enough to realize that I have hope and dreams…?

“Be a good sport, Tommy, just sit there and smile”. I tell myself. But maybe I have done myself an injustice by not expressing myself and letting people think everything is fine and dandy when the truth is otherwise. The truth is that I am as mad as hell! This disease is continuously trying to take something away from me. I am fighting for my life, dignity and sanity on a daily basis. I am not ready to be written off. Life is a gift and it’s a waste if you do not live life to its fullest.

Where do I go from here? Stay tuned for more details…

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